Grief, Sadness & Sorrow *again*

I don't know why...
but this title pop up back in my blog
(well... not from this blog)

it's seems that i start to flashback everything
yes, i mean EVERYTHING back..
from the start to the end...

why i can't let it out from my head?
i don't really like to be in this kind of situation
where i start to think about all of the past over and over again

it's start when i in high school till i'm in university
all that i've been through come back at one time..

i read back 'the book'
the one i get in 2008

the content make me think
and think and think..
my head and heart really hurt right now

what am i suppose to do at those time
so that i can correct all my mistake
all those stuff that i've done that hurt others

i know i am not that GOOD
i'm just and ordinary guy who try to live
his life normally...
but things did go wrong.. i do make mistake..
n the worst thing is.. i kept on repeating all those mistake
even though i know its wrong (now and then)



a simple ring, yet give a big meaning to me

recite syifa' just now.. hope it can cure my heart.. insyaAllah
i just dont know.. what's wrong with me?

got 3 test coming soon.. but i haven't study any of it.. yet..
aiyai... am i giving up on hope?
please.. please don't..
T_T

i won the case in faculty...
save 45 student...



after this.. i think i will blog about what i think
and not what i feel..
keep everything inside.
-seal and lock-

or maybe.. no more post?