What I want actually?

what exactly that i want? i don't really know. xbox 360 maybe? a good laptop? a high tech desktop? an all-in-one mobile phone? a peaceful holiday?

i just don't know...
hoping everything just as plain and normal...
but it turn out to be boring...

so i'm asking what is fun?
anybody have an answer to it?

owh... nintendo wii? hahaahahahahahaa.. i'm over with it
i just don't know..

play a few chord on my guitar... compose a guitar pro band score..
online... do nothing...

my holiday this time sucks.. not to mention my own birthday..
this year was a fantasy + nightmare...
the last year incident came back to my mind...

well... i don't want to think about it..
but the source of it came to me...
i can't do anything about it...

a few more days... and i'm off to North..
will a peaceful day come?

wait & see